The past is really the past for me in this situation,
To much time has passed us for anything to ever work again.
I know what I did wrong and I’m guilty for it
But your guilt lies in another that has changed you, and it wasn’t for the better.
I e been replaced and I see this person as another version of me. But not exactly and if that’s how I was or our friendship was then I’m glad I dint act like that anymore. And the fact that I tell you the sky’s blue and you have the nerve to tell me it’s good I’m finally seeing that, is so ignorant to me. And if you talk to me this way now, why would it change ever? It won’t. And so that is why I am confused and don’t really know what to think about this acquaintance anymore or if I even want to try and peruse it. If and when the day shall ever arrive that you actually talk to me like a normal human ,
I just might shat myself from the mass hysteria that the world will be in.
I just realized that my college is fucking far.
It’s right next to lazizas and I never remember going cuz I’m to busy drinking in the car on the way. But that shit is far as fuck. And ima havin to be drivin a llllllll the time .